If you struggle with mental health issues I can almost guarantee that you have had to fill out a amber red green plan. Or otherwise known as well, relapse and crisis. Well I figured I should write down in order my relapse signs. It’s pretty crazy how it works over a period of weeks just… Continue reading My amber/relapse symptoms
People always say they understand mental health, how many people do you think actually do though? Like you explain you suffer from poor mental health and go on to talk about the person you are certain lives in the attic and now suddenly there look has gone from sympathetic and understanding to shocked and concerned.… Continue reading The background, setting the story.
I’ve lived with disorders, autism, childhood asthma, childhood epilepsy, adhd. I know the ins and outs of having to mentally and physically cope with those disorders, I’ve researched and learnt coping strategies, I couldn’t even name to you a coping strategy as they are buried deep in my brain and only come out when they… Continue reading The beginning of the end – psychosis and knocky knees
"Shit", my brain is going into over drive, why is it so impossible for me to get my shit together ?! I look at my watch again hoping the time had changed, nope still 10.00am! I'm 30 minutes late for a job interview! I've forgotten my bloody keys and locked myself out of the house!… Continue reading Diary of a dead girl, chapter one – sara
Oh my, oh my, why do you lie? Everytime, I see it in your eyes. it’s like you want me to cry. Oh my, oh my why do you lie? It’s like you don’t even try, even a white lie will cause me to fly. Oh my, oh my why do you lie? It’s like… Continue reading Liar liar pants on fire
Why is it so hard to shower when your mental health is suffering? What is it that is so bloody daunting about getting up and getting into the shower? I look at my shower and it literally looks like a portal to hell. I can make it to the bathroom but then I just stare… Continue reading A wash, what’s that?!
I know i mentioned the time when i was 16 being the first official episode? well i dont believe it was, i think the beginning could have been when i was 14. When i was 14 my behaviour was cycling like it always has, i go through stages of complete sanity, holding everything down so… Continue reading Psychosis – possibly reared it’s head earlier
It’s quite possible of course that the psychosis started much earlier, when I was 12 I began high school (my birthdays September so I was usually one of the oldest) it all went great so I thought. there were some blips of course, boys were starting to be added into the mix, and the school… Continue reading They called me pylon girl